Delusional.Stupid.You Know.The good stuff.

2005-11-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

I was just talking to derek today,and he told me that he downloaded the theme song for power rangers and how its damn funny. thinking about power rangers brings back memories and also raises some questions and issues that i will be addressing here. this isn't going to be some boring shit ass research paper so dun worry, major bitching is officially in session.

1) Do you guys realise that the green ranger actually has his own damn robot/zord thing? its like he's not even the leader! the red ranger is the leader and idiotic green man was villan and when he joins the team he gets to use his own special dragon bot (that looked more like a lizard to me) while the rest of the original good rangers have to squeeze into a tiny 'megazord'. what ever happened to equal rights for all employees? and the other rangers surely had hygiene and health issues,with the cramped living quarters and getting slammed around so much.

2)the green ranger uses his knife as a flute. FALSE ADVERTISEMENT people! kids could get seriously hurt trying to pull off something like that. but if they want to be the green ranger, then maybe they deserve it.

3)Ever wondered what the pink ranger actually does for the team? i mean the boys fix the bots and do major fighting and the yellow ranger is the obligatory black/chinese girl. and the pink ranger does what (besides getting rescued and doing cute flips)? derek says that she makes the coffee for the team. it must be some bad ass coffee for them to keep her around and on a paycheck.

4)when the pink ranger morphs she wears a skirt but when the yellow ranger morphs she gets pants like the rest of em. thats kinda odd, its almost as if she suffers from penis envy. her morpher probably has like some device that makes wearing the skirt optional and she always chooses not to. hmm do the boys have skirt buttons then?

5)BIlly,the nerd blue ranger, is always fixing things in the command central (or whatever the hell its called) cos that alpha 5 robot or something is always,always loosing his shit and going nuts. He is overtaxed,underpaid,underappreciated and in need of a nice haircut and brand new lines.

6) u know how every season ends with the bots getting destroyed by some great evil? ever wondered how the face in the tube (their leader) actually creates new bots for them all the time? i mean hes not going anywhere u know. he lives in a tube that is probably connected to some great ocean or someone's toilet bowl. regardless. he ain't going nowhere. and his only helper is that robot that is always going nuts and screwing up.

7) so anyways the main bad guy the rangers were always fighting was Rita the witch right? the one with the bad hairdo and the madonna spiky bra? u know when she wants to make her monsters big and scary she hurls her magic wand to the earth,yelling, "make my monsters grow!". seriously. limits pls. which part of the friggin world does that wand land in?? u know when it lands the ground splits and fire comes out. imagine the ppl living there! having a huge ass wand landing in their backyard as their houses get burnt up! and don't even get me started on global soil erosion issues.

this show is the ultimate. it really is.
just random thoughts

2005-11-13T01:40:00.000-08:00

MORE RETARDED CONVOS COURTESY OF TIM.

tim says:
man i could use some carls jr right about now

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
same,but i got sore throat
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
the fries rock

tim says:
siow
tim says:
people go to carls jr for the burgers not the fries
tim says:
you're like the kind of person that will go to a chicken rice stall and order vegetables

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
eh dun come and act cute pls
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
think u very witty right
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
i bet u have a book full of quotes like these
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
and u memorise them
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
and apply when necessary

tim says:
i require no such book
tim says:
i AM the book.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
was that quote number 76? or 77?

tim says:
you are wrong.
tim says:
the book indexes nothing.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
hey
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
ask u

tim says:
it is far too extensive

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
why did A&W close down ah?

tim says:
hmmm
tim says:
no demand i guess
tim says:
they closed down in 2003

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
thats really sad
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
i miss the curly fries
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
it's too bad.

You have just sent a Nudge!

tim says:
no use nudging me
tim says:
i switched off the function

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
we've already established that
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
the least u can do is engage in further discussion

tim says:
i prefer burgers to fries
tim says:
burgers are more meaty

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
duh. how many meaty fries have u eaten?
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
-_-"

tim says:
someday, someone's going to invent meaty fries and you'll be sorry you ever said that.
tim says:
meaty fries probably won't be as meaty as burgers though.
tim says:
so my opinion stands.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
unless they made potato burgers
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
then there could be a problem
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
topsy turvy day

tim says:
i'd tuck into the meaty fries then.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
but if fries were meaty, then, they wouldn't really be called fries now would day?
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
they*

tim says:
sure they would.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
how so?

tim says:
when you put apples into a pie crust and bake it, do you call it apple pie when it's done?
tim says:
or do you call it steak and potatoes?
tim says:
it remains an 'apple' pie.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
yea! gosh ur such a genius
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
cool

tim says:
yes people keep telling me that these days
tim says:
i'm finding it quite puzzling, really

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
if u find it puzzling,then maybe ur not such a genius after all
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
hmm

tim says:
that's where you are wrong.
tim says:
i am puzzled because i am a modest person

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
so are u modest because u are puzzled?

tim says:
context, couscous. context. refer to above.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
wow.u are so smart.
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
cool
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
i like KFC

tim says:
gosh i haven't had kfc in ages.
tim says:
think popeye's is nicer though

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
yeah
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
but so far lar
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
airport leh

tim says:
hey when we go send off the india trip people let's eat at popeye's!
tim says:
mmm

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
eh yah!
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
and carls jr'
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
lets go popeyes first then carls jr
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
then hospital cos of cardiac arrest

tim says:
your apostrophe seems a little displaced there.
tim says:
carl's jr close already lah by then

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
it was a typo, can??
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
irritating

tim says:
typographical errors are made by kids

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
i happen to be in the final year of my teenagehood
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
that classifies me as a 'kid'
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
so i'm allowed to make such errors
The mission is all that matters ★ says:
and bear no consequence

tim says:
alright then
tim says:
suit yourself.

The mission is all that matters ★ says:
suited.

tim says:
you're so funny

2005-10-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

I went to watch The Dukes of Hazzard today,and it was purtty (hurhur) good. Typical, red neck, yankee, blah blah, but good. Except for the frickin group of teens (look at what i'm saying! teens! i'm old...like oldish young) sitting in front of me. One of the poseurs decided that it was his job to add to the atmosphere by cheering and saying 'hubba hubba' everytime Jessica Simpson appeared on screen. Seriously. Who died and made him king of annoyance and eternal horniness? Dude, we just wanna watch the show without having to hear u get off (i hope u weren't). Besides he and his group of twit-tees were conversing in their oh-so-superior-hear-us-roar vocab. I was really trying to tune them out, but that skill defeats me, especially when it comes to ppl like them (oh come off it,u know what i mean.) Vocab included "Sweet" (used in every scene that involved the aforementioned singer's boobs), "like totally" (used whenever they realised they've used Duh too much) and other forms of screwed up vocab they've managed to scrape off the bottom of meaningless pop culture references.
U guys know this is like my pet peeve...i can't help it! it just makes me wanna roll my eyes, which i've kinda lost the ability to do hence the venting of my wrath on the computer keyboard. awwwww u sweet sweet computer keyboard. muacks.
i know i know, u think i'm a huge contradiction don't u?? after all i do *ahem* have a fairly similar *ahem* vocab. But it's not the same! really really, it's just diff...i know what it is, they try too hard (sounds obnoxious but whatever, if u can't deal, get lost) hahaha

2005-10-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

Against a backdrop of swirling neon lights, he stands.
Thinking,smiling,resting.
He doesn't care for poetic garb or the whinings of an 'inner voice'
God is sufficient, God is sufficient.
he saw her standing there
If soft, sad music could be played, it would be playing
He wishes he had done more
negligence causes pain, to others
to others
'the' others
He clams up and refuses to feel
he won't feel, he tells himself, she's just one of the others. always one of the others.
But he must follow his religious emotion
love love love
If he cannot love, feel for others, he has not known love, and God does not know him.
He remembers the dream, of the foreign woman in church.
"Nothing is impossible for the man who believes"
his God is the creator of heaven and earth, who knew his every feature before he was born.
he acknowledges this low point, yes, i know.
but he trusts, hang on, and once again he will be filled with the peace that surpasses all understanding.
and he will see
will see
God is sufficient, God is sufficient.

2005-09-29T20:40:00.000-07:00

More retarded convo's between tim and i!

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
go karts more fun

tim says:
sioq

tim says:
siow

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
it's siao lah

tim says:
so dangerous

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
no one spells siao as siow

tim says:
i do. cos that's how i pronounce it

tim says:
siow!

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
thats crazy

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
i'm gonna quote u, in the book of crazy speech

tim says:
the 'w' kind of enables the word to cut off very suddenly,

tim says:
providing mild shock to the receiver

tim says:
the siao tends to give a draggy kind of tone to it, like, 'siaoooooo'

tim says:
so it's not really my style

tim says:
SIOW!

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
geek

tim says:
sha'ap

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
is that a pic of the deathstar in ur pic???

tim says:
sacrilege!

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
geek!!!!

tim says:
it's the millenium falcon, the fastest ship in the galaxy.

tim says:
show it the due respect

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
u do realise that they just put up a toy right

tim says:
what toy

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
it's not a real ship dude

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
it's a toy thing

tim says:
sha'ap lah

tim says:
you couldn't make the kessel run without getting sucked into 'the maw'.

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
u spell shut up like that

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
but u dun say it like that

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
u're a sell out

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
thats what u are

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
a sell out

tim says:
i do. you just got ear problem

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
i'm a libing on a prayer. WHOAAAAAAAAAAA

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
living*

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
damn typos

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
libing. lol

You have just sent a Nudge!

tim says:
i offed nudges lah

tim says:
no use

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
NOOOOOOOOOO

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
how dare u

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
pls respect the power of MSN

tim says:
whatever

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
hey,i get to be a geek also ok

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
lol

tim says:
you are not l33t enough.

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
wats that

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
?

tim says:
l33t=leet=elite

tim says:
ahah

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
wat????

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
u something wrong ding dong

tim says:
siow!

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
go and fly ur spaceships lah

tim says:
anyway i'm going to school soon

tim says:
later

Sha la la la la la, float along,And listen to the song,The song say kiss the girl says:
ciao momo

2005-09-04T08:14:00.000-07:00

I don't know why people hate the Gospel so much. All Jesus offers is salvation, and a message of love, but people don't want it. I don't understand how they can feel the same emptiness i used to feel but not desire a relationship with our Almighty. How do they get by? How does one tackle the pain of this life and not hope for delieverance or help from God? How do u hate the only one who died for you? How do u tell yourself you are your own God, and you will play by your own rules? How do you turn up your nose and pass up on salvation?? How can you think, this is all there is to life? When people evanglise, don't you think they have fears? don't u think they worry that they will lose your friendship? that you will find them annoying? You can't possibly think that we evangelise because we wann 'turn' u, we wanna 'make' u like us? Don't you think it'll be alot easier for us to treat you as people passing through our lives and just be happy in our little,comfy circle? But no, the Gospel is for everyone. We are not above u, we do not claim to be holier than you. But with Jesus in our lives we have a new shot at it, a chance to be reconciled with God. Why do u harden your heart? Why do you tell yourself you are self sufficient when you yourself know those many nights u cried alone, those many nights u wished u had someone with you. Maybe you don't see the need for God, maybe,you actually are happy just the way you are. But i don't believe that, an unsaved soul can never be satisfied with things of this world. Stop thirsting, drink from the well that will always flow, why be so hard on yourself? Why deprive yourself of the very thing you so desperately need? "There is therefore no condemnation of those who are in Christ Jesus." Tell Jesus you need him in your life today. The answer may suprise you.

2005-09-03T00:45:00.000-07:00

I decided to put up a blog conversation between Me and Timooooooo.

tim says:
'sup couscous

The Boy Wonder says:
what???

The Boy Wonder says:
couscous

tim says:
'sup couscous

The Boy Wonder says:
thats a really

The Boy Wonder says:
bleah thing to say

The Boy Wonder says:
very

The Boy Wonder says:
Jay Manuel

The Boy Wonder says:
hi momo

tim says:
i think i'll change my name to momo

tim says:
and change my last name to teohteoh

The Boy Wonder says:
momo teohteoh

The Boy Wonder says:
thats a mouthful

The Boy Wonder says:
lets have a drinking meeting again soon

The Boy Wonder says:
i miss the vodka

tim says:
you're an alcoholic

The Boy Wonder says:
i am not!

The Boy Wonder says:
at least i dun put up pictures of santanic cows

tim says:
yeah? that's the first thing alcoholics say when people call them alcoholics!

The Boy Wonder says:
i knew u were gonna say that

tim says:
we're the same

The Boy Wonder says:
we're the same the same way a cow and a trolley are the same

tim says:
yeah!

tim says:
people put beef in trolleys in supermarkets!

The Boy Wonder says:
how is that the same?

tim says:
they are, and you know it

The Boy Wonder says:
can we have the next drinking party at ur house

tim says:
perhaps

The Boy Wonder says:
i htink momo is a cool name for u

The Boy Wonder says:
it says 'strange,but i dun care'

The Boy Wonder says:
dun u think so?

tim says:
haha

The Boy Wonder says:
couscous just means shit ok

tim says:
couscous is a middle-eastern staple food

The Boy Wonder says:
my statement still stands

tim says:
couscous says 'i'm full of energy!' cos of like the carbohydrates.

tim says:
it's coolamundo.

The Boy Wonder says:
what says 'shut up and stop talking to me about freaky middle eastern food'?

tim says:
you just don't know when you've got a good thing going, do ya.

The Boy Wonder says:
ignorance is bliss

The Boy Wonder says:
and silence is golden

The Boy Wonder says:
and i'm witty

The Boy Wonder says:
this is going to go on my blog

The Boy Wonder says:
our conversation is so clever

tim says:
hooray. we'll be famous.

tim says:
like xuexiz

tim says:
xuexiz

tim says:
xuexia i mean

The Boy Wonder says:
it's xiaxue

The Boy Wonder says:
we won't be famous like her

The Boy Wonder says:
she has jiggly thighs

The Boy Wonder says:
and photoshopped pics

tim says:
hmmm you're probably right

tim says:
she's probably a fifty year old obese gay man living in poland.

The Boy Wonder says:
i dunno about fifty year old,obese and gay

The Boy Wonder says:
but Poland for sure

tim says:
hey did you know XUXA was born in 1963

tim says:
she's actually damn old

The Boy Wonder says:
yeah,she;s old and has a dumb name

The Boy Wonder says:
what are the odds!

tim says:
i can think of someone old with a dumb name

The Boy Wonder says:
ok who

tim says:
ingrid bergman

The Boy Wonder says:
thats not even a real person,thats the state of iceland ok

tim says:
i kid you not, couscous.

The Boy Wonder says:
moo.u cow.

tim says:
word.

2005-08-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

I literally had to run home today to plop down and tell u guys about these 2 girls that sat next to me on the train today.This is one of the rare few times i've felt enthusiastic about talking to you losers so listen up.

I was taking the train home with claudia today, and teasing her endlessly about her career as a singer who sings about mice who love big grains of rice.anyways. these 2 chinese girls got on the mrt with us,both wearing some uniform and looking real prissy. so they sat down next to us and started drawling in fake american accents. haha whats new right? but claudia got off at the next stop,and what followed was really classic.

i was stoning and trying to tune out their insipidness, and the two wonderfully made 'american' girls began their, how should i say this..hmm..STUPID conversation. yeah.that was the word i was looking for.
just for kicks i'm going to give these 2 bananas cool, american type names cos obviously Xiao Hui and Mei Na won't cut it. lets go with Cher and Madonna.

Cher: Oh my goodness, we're like,u know,like,like sitting in the sun!!

Madonna: Oh my goodness! it's like, so like frickin warm,like warm!

Me (eyes rolling all over the damn place)

Cher: Hey lets listen to my i pod.

Cher: I don't have any chinese music you know.

Madonna: OH MY GOODNESS, are u like for real??

Cher: Yeah,I really don't like chinese music..as in u know..bad chinese music? Especially like..whats their name? er..F..?

Madonna: F4? yeah totally,they're like so gay.

Cher: Yeah..and like the group with double 5's and double 6

Madonna (cuts in in chinese): 5566?

Madonna: Yeah, they don't sing so well.

Me thinking to myself "NO ONE TALKS SMACK ABOUT 5566.the fools."

okay this parts get real good.listen up.

Madonna: I really don't like their songs cos like..u know..during the part of the song where it keeps repeating..u know..that part..

Cher: U mean the chorus?

Madonna: YEah! the chorus!

Cher: oh! haha, every song has a chorus lah

Madonna: oh yeah!! hahaha

Madonna: oh!! it's playing simple plan!!

both proceed to blast their 'emo' and 'cool' music and sing along.

Me (dies of heatstroke and depletion of brain cells and all the other good stuff that comes with processing normal information that i obviously and unfortunately did not get to process)

There was alot more...but i shall just spare you guys. I guess what irked me was not that they don't like chinese music or that they're just so incredibly stupid. It's okay to be ang moh pai and prefer english music or whatever to chinese even if ur chinese. nothing wrong with that. But when u have to put on a fake accent and start blahing everything that is not american, it's kind of disgusting. it's cultural imperialism (blah blah). it just reflects alot about what you think of yourself. i don't believe that we were born spouting lines like "da bomb diggedity".

play nice. play fair.

disclaimer: nah...just sue me.

2005-08-19T06:54:00.000-07:00

I went to activate the comments thing so u guys can go ahead and leave your un-needed comments (no i really do need them pls pls pls dun abandon me).

Anyways since i'm at it i might as well write an entry for all u depraved minds out there. Oh today i was talking to one of my ex sec sch mates, chong kiat (he's in the army now) and he was asking me if i knew of any job lobangs..which i dun,so anyways i suggested that him and i become weekend babysitters, i mean, how hard can it be right? u just stuff the kids in a room with toys and then u bum around and eat stuff and watch tv. i really doubt anyone would hire male babysitters though. but i wonder why not. i mean, if some crazy pyscho guy decided to sneak into the house and proceed to attempt to shred us to bits, i'm sure we could handle it...... well,at least we won't go running up the stairs instead of out the door like some big breasted blonde bimbo.

sigh.blonde jokes.terrible.

anyways mr lobo (or something i forgot his name) likes my script, he said the dialogue was very funny, but he wants me to leave out the part where i explain why Carmen comes to Singapore. he says that the viewers can just assume she came because she felt like it....i dun agree,but whatever,it means less work for me anyway, and really,who am i to complain? i do have alot of free time on my hands, but if i spent my free time doing work,then it wouldn't really be free time would it? ok i didn't get that either, but why do u have to get everything? huh??? huh???

cherie and i were supposed to do our scenework on thurs,but it got pushed to the last week of sch. anyways i play this crazy guy on the boat who wants to rape cherie or something. it's really not that fun,and everyone kept reminding me abt the part where i'm supposed to be barechested, which i really dun mind cos in my opinion i have a nice bod (lol), but the room is so friggin cold my nipples will drop off! they will! (dun tell me thats not possible unless u've tried it)

tommorow i gotta go for some SP thingy talk about the media and blah.

ohh gross,housefly on my desk....

anyways daryl marc zhang wanted to play this online game thats like a haunted house thing,but he was too freaked out to try,so he told me to do it on his behalf and tell him what happens. seriously.daryl. anyways i tried but i couldn't figure out how to play it,so i gave the link to chong kiat and he used his superb commando naigation skills to play it to the end. apparently at the end some ghost comes out or some shit.

MSN EMOTICONS ARE NOT NEEDED. daryl just flashed me one of a woman giving a blowjob. i mean come on! that doesn't even express anything except daryl getting turned on by an emoticon. u disgust me man. u do.

ok later~

2005-08-16T04:27:00.000-07:00

okay, apparently my previous template/blogskin/background/whatever-the-hell was so revolting it actually detered people from reading it. Fine, u guys could have been nicer about it and told me gently. assholes.

well, glad we got that one cleared up.
hahaha

i'm supposed to be blogging about something so i'm gonna attempt it despite the recent injection of nothingness in my life. yeah, injection of nothingness, man, i'm so witty i should have been called Wit Tee at birth. and this is also the point where u guys stone and stab me with sharp pointy objects and i fall to the ground wincing.

Anyways my computer has been infected with spyware and other assorted shit since i went to that damn msn site that told me who deleted me off their friendster. and to u 8 ppl who deleted me, i did it first. pigs.

haha are u guys sick of this yet? or should i keep going on. oh yeah, ben and claudia were complaining that they didn't make it to my list of people that i thank God for. seriously. come on! u guys know that u would have made the list....at some point. claudia for your new hairdo and ben for like,u know,saying stuff. see! these are reasonable things to be thankful for! hahaha, now i'm just messing with ur heads, i own all! muahahaha

so kerri thinks she can smart mouth me.
MSN: i'm "someone save my com (well duh)

uh-huh. more than just a crush says:
whats wrong with your com?

someone save my com says:
dun ask

someone save my com says:
read abt it

someone save my com says:
blogging now

uh-huh. more than just a crush says:
haha

someone save my com says:
will be done in 5

uh-huh. more than just a crush says:
FINALLY?

Everyone hail the smarty mouth 15 year old. Man, i hope ur e maths teacher makes u write some thesis on the dyanmics of the pythagora's theorem and other friendly maths inventions.

see,dun mess with the King of...mmm... u know,all that is cool and stuff..ok shuddup.

ok till next time! (which i promise will be soon-ish)

2005-07-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

The school hols are here,and unlike most of my counterparts in school, it's really the hols for me. nothing to do.zero,zlich,nothing,nada,blah blah. and since i really have nothing to do,i figured it would be irresponsible of me to not update and deprive you, my dear readers (or whoever actually reads this anyway). i'd like to think i actually have readers, but knowing me, it's better not to think, i might actually bruise my nice little head by thinking. oh dun worry,i'm not bashing myself up today! what would be the fun in that.

oh but i do have to mention this. i was attempting to annoy simon on msn that day (he was bitchin about paris hilton). so i kept going "thats hot" (which for the ppl who lived on oehdgvondbv for the past 2 years, is paris hilton's tagline,or something.) so anyways, i succeeded in annoying him, but now i can't quite get it out of my system. i'll give it a week or so,it's bound to wear off.

so anyways i was watching the news and this RGS girl was talking about her experience on the planet naboo or some shit, and she said "it really broadened my horizons". i mean seriously. who even writes their lines? are they reading off a script?? broadens my horizons??? why don't u just add in "oh and also, i can feel the wind beneath my wings and it's just so magical." shutup. thats not hot. besides,she was making like a 100 different faces within a minute. don't get me wrong, i'm all for expression and making faces, i just think it should be under a controlled situation, like in a straightjacket or something.

everyone has watched fantastic 4 or they don't wanna watch it. i was supposed to watch it with ben"oh-u-always-pung-seh-me"fong. but he decided to make me wait in sch,then say he can't make it,then go watch it and not tell me! arggg.

sunday wasn't really very good. i went to church and felt okay,then after the sermon we went for lunch. and i got really really pissed. my food took an hour to come and every 15 mins i owuld go bug the guy to hurry the hell up. and when i finally stand aorund to collect my food, he doesn't have utensils...those that he does have,are covered in KETCHUP. fine,u know,no biggie,i can handle that...so i go around asking diff stall owners for forks,and this annoying woman wouldn't give me a fork,when she had so many. she kept saying "you want fork for what" (maybe to poke your eyes with it.bitch.) so i told her "the other stall no more forks". and she said "nono,go take from them!". i tell u,she's deaf or something,i just said dun have!!!! i was so hungry and pissed i just yelled at her "all i want is a F**KING FORK. Give me the F**KING FORK" (yes ppl,this is the first time in 3 months i've said the F word.bleah.not hot) i felt bad cos i just finished church,but i also felt bad cos i didn't poke her with the fork.

arggggg the painnnnnnn.
well...gtg now
now THATS hot.

2005-07-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

Today i was thinking about school, and i realised how fast time flies. This morning while praying to you, u reminded me about how i have neglected my friends in school... so much time wasted. I'm sorry i haven't been working hard at being your good and faithful servant. I'm sorry that i can't find it in my heart to care and love others the way you love me. Oh god and heavenly father,you are the thing that makes me feel like life is worth living,but so often i shut u out. i have so many people to thank you for.

thanks for My family- for dad,mum,esther. thanks for giving me a family that is so easy to get along with, thanks for giving us humour and joy. while other ppl my age find it a chore to be at home,i find it enjoyable,and i feel safe.

thanks for geri- for giving me someone and i can really say i grew up with. for someone who's ever ready for work or play.

thanks for sam- for her never ending smses that lets me know someone out there remembers me,even for just that night.

thanks for marvin-for that gentle soul

thanks for ronald-for being non-judgemental, for someone who is on the same wave length.

thanks for clarine-and all her crap! hahaha

thanks for jameson- for the boy who helped me in sec 2, and made me feel like i was worth something.

thanks for jocelyn-for her kindness with my battle against foot rot. and for her generosity and smarts.

thanks for paul and yvonne- for helping me understand ur ways.

thanks for simon- for understanding me

thanks for sylvester-to whom i know i can confide in

thanks for cherlyn-for her beauty and patience

Thanks for all these ppl God...i know i left many out,but you know my heart, you know the rest who matter to me (dun worry all church and cell and school and ex school ppl,you're not forgotten!) Lord please let me serve you, use me today.

in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ i pray,
Amen.

2005-06-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

I just got back from church camp!! it was a blast and i really had alot of fun!

although it does seem like our youths have a bad history with Costa Sand resorts of any location (anyone recall that awful chalet we were at 2 years ago??)
the games were great and really helped the group gel together.

i also celebrated my 19th birthday with the peeps. we were sitting in a circle just bumming around and tim said it was time and started playing the guitar,i was thinking wth are we going to sing,then everyone sang happy bday! yeah i know,so channel 8 right, haha but still it was cool, nice to be remembered.

i think the amazing race was probably the best thing on the trip. i was pretty happy and touched when i saw everyone trying so hard and running and jumping and racing, esp cat and beth, they look like they were gonna collapse,but still they ran without complaining!
i also got to know debbie and edna so much better, which is a major plus, and kudos to cat for downing that shot of chilli!! i ended up swimming out to the platform in the sea to retrieve the next clue and the ppl on the platform thought i was crazy hahaha.
another thing i really enjoyed were the happy talks at night. hehe *winks* they were crazyyyyyyy. while we were just hanging, for a while i forgot about all the cares and just enjoyed the company. suddenly all the crap in school didn't matter, and i really felt kinda blessed. i mean, i had goos and real people surrounding me, something i haven't had in a long while, and for a while i felt bad for the ppl in sch i think probably never had real frens their whole life.

yay to bhindis and baozhu and loyfatt house!!! woot!

2005-06-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

Marcus, your style says you're Hip and Urban

Always on the cutting edge of just about everything you do, you're not afraid to experiment with fashion and show off your exciting personality. Whether you're headed to class, an after-school activity, or a friend's party, you don't mind taking the time to put your best foot forward and hopefully, have the most happening outfit around.Influenced by big city life, your look can be uptown one minute, downtown the next. It's just a matter of how you feel and what vibe you're ready to rock that day. Sound stylish and cool? Believe us, it is.

www.emode.com

HAHA oh my.

2005-06-08T03:36:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2005-05-16T18:51:00.000-07:00

School is starting next week, and this sem,i really dun mind going back, i think it'll be good for my sanity.

Anyway this sem i'm taking acting and directing,scriptwriting, presentation skills in cheena and masina, all of which i asked for (besides masina) so i kinda wanna tackle them soon.

I'm not in any classes with ppl that i'm more close with, but nvm lah,it's the final year anyway,i dun care anymore, just gonna do what is necessary each day,and ciao!

I was looking at our school's MEL student webpage and saw this announcement:
"
After a successful trial in Jun semester, NP has decided to go ahead and implement the Turnitin anti-plagiarism system.
In the student survey conducted recently, a large proportion of students agreed that implementation of Turnitin would be a good idea.
You can see the results of the survey and more information about Turnitin at http://www.np.edu.sg/antiplagiarism/"

I seriously doubt any student agreed that this device of the devil will be good for us. "right cos we enjoy having the school on our asses all the time"-simon
I dunno what the big deal about plagarism is anyway, sharing is a good quality, and if ppl dun share, they should give it a try, esp if your datelines are near.
Some of us even got through secondary school by plagarising other people's homework, look at how far i have come since the days of copying Wai Kit's A maths, Jiang Hao's E maths, Jun hou's chemistry, Tommy's physics and getting Jimmy to do my chinese homework for me! I sure they didn't mind sharing their homework with me, i remember wai kit and jiang hao would just pass me their homework without me having to ask. (haha then after i copy all i'll lend to other ppl,see, it's impt to share)
hahaha,crappy,gtg

2005-05-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I've just finished watching Saved! For the uninitiated, Saved! is a movie about a group of christian teens who study in a Christian highschool. It's really pretty hilarious if you can laugh at yourself. i guess alot of christians will be offended,cos the content kinda makes fun at christian youths.

but you know, i dun feel like it actually makes fun of us,i think it just reflects how we sometimes behave and the outsiders view of us. Like for example, Mandy Moore's character, HIlary Faye, is this really uptight, christian girl who on the outside really seems like she's completely into God and saving souls, but yet she uses doing good and religion to manipulate people into feeding her ego. I'm not saying we're all like that,but maybe sometimes,we do behave like that!

Anyways i share a common characteristic with her. She prayed for something and when it happened, she went crazy and fanatical and cheered that prayer works miracles. it made me remember the times i prayed for my sch frens (sorry ellyas and claud and cher), and later it worked and they told me, and i'll be all like "Yes!!! see i told u! Prayer works!" i mean to me,i understand,i'm glad that it worked and my faith is real. but to my unsaved friends, it's like "wth is wrong with him" i guess i didn't realise how in-ur-face it was...mental note to tone it down but still give glory to God.

Another thing i realised is how christianity is growing among youths of this generation. with terrorism and aids and drugs and everything, we've realised that God is really our only way out, to experience a life worth living, and a life beyond this, and maybe thats why as christian youths we always try to get our frens to accept christ. we know of the second coming,and we know it's soon, so it's just a mad rush to save them. To us we just wanna do everything we can to get them to accept Jesus as their lord and saviour, but to them, they just can't see it our way.

So it made me think, if we can't really be christian christian in front of them to get them to accept christ,then we have to be sorta like at their level? see, i just said 'at their level'....another point ppl always tell me is how they feel like christians think that we're superior to everyone else who's not. But it's not that we think we are,it's just that we know the truth...ok will stop shooting myself in the foot now.

so...how does a young christian person of today, be spritually mature and growing, but at the same time reach people who know nothing about the God we love? I mean how do u manage both without being at risk of either backsliding while doubting, or speed or far ahead that u think you're the protestant equivalent of a pope.

You guys should catch Saved! if u can,u might just see yourself in one of the characters, and i know for sure,there will be something to learn. Just hold on to the word.

Jesus loves You~

2005-05-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

I know claudia loves the huge font. here's a shoutout to u claudie!
I dunno what to do with my friendster account,i realised that it doesn't actually do anything, i mean u add friends,then....u know.ta da! big whoop.
anyways samuel called me last night at 2 and said "Hey whats tiong's number?" WTH IS WRONG WITH U MAN??? i'm sleeping,and i'm happy,and u call me to ask me about friggin tiong whom i dun even remember his face anymore (sorry tiong,i really dun.however,i remember your mum made nice sandwiches).
i need to go out more often,i get really bored at home. though that day i realised alcohol+friends= a whole lotta fun. haha,i'm finally exercising my rights as an 18 year old.
Jonathan MCM thinks Bo should win american idol,HAH. Jon has always been funny hasn't he??lol
Anyways claudia and i went to sign up for the driving test and also collect out magazine project. hahaha the magazine project ah....haiz...we made dunno how many gazillion editing errors. haha ok fine,i made them,but honestly,who cares? no one reads magazines so carefully. and i still dunno what stupid electives i'll be taking this coming sem. not excited anyway,i'm excited in that i can't wait for year 3 to be over even though it hasn't started yet. and finally i'll be able to move on and do something else with my life.
Special thanks to samantha,simon,samuel and ronald for bombarding me with take care smses. ahaha i really appreciate it. woootttttt
ciao!

2005-04-27T21:03:00.000-07:00

Aiya okok...i'll update...u ppl never gimme a moment of rest, why u all love me so much? i also dun love u all so much? but nvm lah hor, life is unfair,u love me,i dun love u,it's just part of life,suck it up.

hahaha i keep abusing my readers *prods*
i got back my results and i passed everything, thank God. i really thought i wasn't going to make it...

I think my tagboard has been going a bit nuts....arggg talk later

2005-04-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it? I'm actually blogging consistently, it's like i finally understood and have grasp(s) the mechanics and concept of blogging. For too long this blog has been dead, no more! Hear ye thy literate readers (redundant,but nice theatrics no?), thee will not be ignored any longer! Oh, and i've decided that my blogs seem nicer if i actually talk to u reading this. Like just u and i, not really a mass platform,but more like one on one, see? dun u like me already??

Okay fine, this is the part where i tell you about my life (as i have been doing, but you've been too busy complaining that i don't update to actually notice). Oh tommorow i'm gonna get back my results or something, it's not gonna be pretty, and well...yah.

Personally,if i could set up a new world order,i would. First i would abmonish all schoolwork type things and the friggin popup's that keep popping up all over my damn screen!! ahem,sorry. where was i? oh yes, the new world order. After doing so, i'll then make everyone farmers again (dun u deny u were once a farm worker u liar u). If we were all farmers again, wouldn't it be nice? i mean, we could eat whatever we grew or reared, and we would also wear nice straw hats and talk in funny honky tonk accents (as the gd ppl at Simple Life2 will have u believe).

And we wouldn't be so complicated!! No one would care about the stupid O levels and having different occupations.

OH MY GOODNESS, I'M A COMMUNIST.

will stop now.
You can't take me alive you democrats!!!

I hope i don't do anything journalism related next sem. Mass comm completely killed whatever passion i had for journalism, they make journalism look stupid and boring. Actually alot of jobs look stupid and boring, thats why we put ourselves through them, cos us humans just love inflicting pain on ourselves, thats just how we operate.

The only job that looks fun enough to do are the jobs in CSI. But then again u have to be broody and love death, which i guess some people are, but no one that you or i wanna know (unless you're stalking me then i apologise,and i love u btw, pls dun hurt me).

damn it! another pop up!!

aiya,talk to u soon,
ciao!!!!

2005-04-12T03:43:00.000-07:00

Okok, so i haven't been updating, well it just goes to show you ppl haven't been pushing me hard enough, besides, get a life of your own....

but before u do that.....

read about mine!
or lack of.

kerri was asking me if my blog is still in operation. the nerve of these 15 year old girls i tell u... u dun see old girls like clarine jumping on my throat for not updating. but then again, she jumps in her own special way *shudders*
whoo hoo! i'm back in business! barely 2 paragraphs into blogging and i'm already flaming ppl. burn baby burn!!

so anyways, i was just surfing friendster, and i came across something that left me mortified. Couples who share the same friendster,what is their problem? do they know that if this happened in certain circles they would be stoned? check them out : http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=15402148

not just them lah,but they suay lor,let me see. hahahaha. i have one word for u Des and Asther (ok maybe more than one word,but dun be so damn technical) You guys are retarded. And Asther, u spelt your name wrong!! my money is on u that u were the one who made that damn friendster account, if u made it Des,u deserve to be stoned, twice over.

okay i hope they dun read this cos they might think its personal. ok enough about them.

I've been pretty bored lately, haven't been doing anything constructive in particular, but if you're reading this then you probably haven't been doing anything constructive either. score one for the slackers!

okok if u read this,tag so i know. lemme do a census on how many ppl actually read this blog. just for my own entertainment. hehe :D

2005-02-19T04:52:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA YAY, i finally updated, though i suspect most people do not check this blog anymore!

anyways, life has been odd. i've been boderline pyschotic recently, all the stress and anger getting to me, then suddenly i'll be all happy and okay. i'm such a freak i tell u. (not that u already didn't know but maybe u should shut up. or i should shut up since i'm techincally talking to myself. HMMM)

i seriously have nothing to talk about. i could tell u about my school work, but thats just ranting, and it's not good to complain (too much). i could also talk about God, but i'm currently in one of those 'beat yourself up for being such a sinner' emotional states. i dunno, i always try to be the perfect person, and i always always fall short . it's fustrating knowing that God created me to be a certain away, and right now, i've never felt further from that mould.

friends. they're hard to figure out aren't they? friends in school are complicated, it's just difficult, u can't really explain it i guess.

2005-01-07T07:49:00.000-08:00

Finally decided to update my blog cos u ppl keep bugging me to death about it!!

School (for the most part), hasn't been fun at all...i dunno,maybe the modules are just too complicated, or the people are getting to me. I dunno..
Today i went out shopping with some schoolmates,i didn't really enjoy myself, i wish i did, but i didn't, i'm just too in tune with whats going on but i just choose to act blur.
To that person who calls yourself my friend, but you enjoy telling me people gossip about me. Sorry, thats not what friends do, not everything is some big fat joke. Seriously, u aren't even concerned about my reputation cos u go around telling ppl what they said (and it's all a bunch of bull), u just want a topic to discuss. I'll pray for you, u seem to need prayer.lots. Thankfully you're from mass comm, i still have hope that there are true friends from other places (note to SAS and church ppl: i love u all).
Simon,thanks for being the great friend that you are, haha i know i know,i'm always taking it out on you (and yes thanks for offering to settle things for me, but this fight i gotta do on my own). I dunno, u say that when i laugh now it's so affected and unnatural. I got angry with u, but i guess maybe i really have lost alot of joy. haha u really woke me up when u asked me where was the sec 4 boy u used to know, i dunno, i'm wondering too. Sure the sec 4 me lacked alot of self esteem and couldn't fight his own battles, but i was surrounded by so many great ppl, everyday was a blast. Now, everyday goes by like it just exploded and i was in it.
The mass comm cell group rocksssssssssssssss. All the ppl are uber nice and i feel like i can tell them anything in the world. It's like,u can be yourself and feel accepted. But with the other mass commers u always have to try to be a certain mould. I'm trying to grow out of that though.
I love talking to jessica, i dunno why ppl always misunderstand her, she's really a great person who has alot of love in her. Sylvester is a guy with alot of conviction, and Brenda is just so in tune with her spiritual side it really encourages me.
Okay,guess i have to retract the earlier statement.There are good people in mass comm. Well some.

2004-12-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

Yay!! Today was a very blessed day indeed. God truly works in marvellous ways, today Heather and i started on the Purpose Driven Life and we were discussing the questions and what we had learnt and it really was quite interesting hearing her views and getting to know her better as a friend and also as my sister in christ. God really was with us the entire time letting us ask questions and ponder over stuff. i'll continue to pray for u heather!

Oh and Heather told sylvester and bryan about the new cell group thing so sylvester is gonna get some material we can study. it's really exciting cos in a place like mass comm,it's good to surround ourselves with like minded people for even God said 2 is better than 1. that way we can help each other,pray for each other and encourage each other as we fellowship. i don't really know any of them very well, but may God be the common bond that binds us together.

After bible study with heather we went to junction 8 and hung out for a while then she left and i met Jameson to like slack. hahaha it was so funny talking abt all the crap and just talking.

In sec 3:
Jameson: "What is the meaning of attitude?"

Me: "What the F**K"

Jameson: "Huh???"

Me:" Thats attitude" *walk away*

Jameson: *bewildered*

hahaha that was super super funny and so rude of me i know,but aiya sec 3 lah, curse alot,i'm making a effort not too anymore cos it says in the bible that how can we use the same mouth that praises God, to spew profanities??

just a thought

God bless!!!

2004-12-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

For all you people who have been religiously following my blog. It's here. I finally decided to update! haha for the past 2 months i've been working, and u know, having a life,so pardon me if i wasn't rushing home everyday to tell you guys how my day went cos u know, thats like THE most important thing. wahahahaha

School is starting on monday, and i felt that i've learnt so much from attachment. ITP was fun and all, but i'm glad it's over, so i can get back into the normal scheme of things, i'm gonna miss some people from work though, like Audrey (who's this super chio,cool girl who smokes and rides a scrambler!!) and Carol (this graphic designer who's really good at what she does) and bengz and tigger (these 2 cats who really entertained me the whole time). Working was really quite fun ,it was nice to be a real reporter, going around,doing interviews,feeling cool and all. But at the same time,it'll be nice to get back to school and be a rubbishy student again (not that i wasn't a rubbishy reporter).

I feel so much closer to God and i really give him all the thanks and credit in the world for it. I wasted too much time lying to myself and living a life that i wanted to live. I only just realised that the only reason we live, is for him, it's gonna be hard giving up so many things in this life, but i'll be so much more blessed in the next by doing so. After all, it says somewhere that "whoever tries to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will gain it". I've understood what this means (i used to think it was talking abt dying for God) and in some ways,it is abt dying for God,letting the natural life die cos u wanna honour God, and you'll gain the everlasting life.

"You formerly belonged to darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Therefore live as children of Light"

I'm really fortunate that God woke me up in time,i could have just wasted my entire youth away. When i made the descision with God to set things right, i had such a massive spiritual attack at night, but God was there with me,and he reminded me to use the word of God (the sword) against "your adversary the devil, prowls around like a lion, looking for someone to devour". "I can do all things through him who strengthens me". And God did strengthen me, and i pulled through with his strength.

Give thanks!

2004-10-31T02:13:00.000-08:00

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn gotta work tommorow, and i don't really enjoy myself,can't wait for the 5 weeks to be over....haizzz

went to church today,sat thru a sermon and went off to town with samantha. saw yi ying. thats about it. i wanted to do some shopping,but no nice clothes lar,and if there were,it was too expensive,tough luck.

i hate workkkkkkkk.

2004-10-21T19:44:00.000-07:00

I called you, maki, last night. u know,to talk. i know it's really hard on you cos you're a celebrity and all, and like our phone calls are tapped, so i had to be 'muthu the pizza guy' . again. So anyways, i called for about 40 times but the line kept getting cut off or something (everytime someone would pick up and hiss, "it's him again!" man! these people love to joke! damn funny!) and finally quit kidding around and picked up,you told me "i have a restraining order you know,so cut it out!". man. maki,u sure crack me up! wahahha, a restraining order on me?? the love of your life?? (you were talking to muthu anyway,so i know we had to be in character. *winks*)
Oh maki, remember those times i would come visit u,and u would do that cute little nervous thing where u try to get away and we end up playing tag?? so fun right??? lets do that again!
i still remember the time i saw u at the supermarket and u started hitting me with a carrot,hahaha then i started hitting u too! (too bad the security guard didn't think it was funny)
Remember the time u promised u would visit my frens and i in sch? u never showed up! but i 'fixed' u and u came! that was nice of u.
maki,call me soon.the number is the same. i have a feeling u need some fixing soon

love,
Marcus Goto

2004-10-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

I'm really burning up. The fever is geting pretty bad...
i had quite an exciting day though.First i met kh for lunch (yea not exciting but i'm getting to it). Then we went off and i went to meet simon who brought his kid brother along cos his mum wasn't home. So anyways this was the first time i met the 'legendary' brother. hahah he's like 5 and really...er...active. So anyways we went to popular to get some stuff and he wanted to buy toys (which is justified cos well,he's 5). So he started whining, and simon lost his temper and slapped him (which i tried to stop,but if u know simon,guys my size dun stop guys his size). And the crying began. which is normal cos kids cry. So i was the nice kor kor and made him happy. or so i thought. now this kid has a streak of simon in him. a mean streak.
he then stopped crying and seemed fine,and while simon and i were trying to figure out how to open the friggin paper file,he slipped away!!! we lost a 5 year old!!!
So we were looking all over the damn place (POPULAR AUNTIES ARE SO UN-FRENLY), and we finally found him,hiding in the 10 year series corner (which is really a 'where's wally' kinda maze)
and simon attempts to slap him
which i stopped
though i wanted to slap him myself.but i have to be the nice guy.
we bought him ice cream.
and went home.
fun!
wahahahaha

2004-10-17T17:48:00.000-07:00

this is the morning of my commiss exam and i'm here.blogging.i can't study lah! i'm so sick of reading about how america is imposing it's cultural values on our feeble minds.
i'm having this really bad flu/sorethroat and it's driving me nuts.

after this paper.i have to get some things sorted out.

i sobbed my poor life away to poor samuel who unluckily decided to send a good luck sms this morning. hahaha,u should have heard him "er...yah i understand" "er..i see". I think samuel ranks right up there with simon on the "listening frens" list. cept samuel drinks too much.u know u do.
Must be the stress,work and all that.more than an 18 year old can bear.aiyo,must be the exam getting to me,i'm wussing out.K onward! go study! talk later!

2004-10-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

so anyways (yeah i know this is how hatta's starts his posts. but i don't see why he gets to monopolize the status of bad writing)

So anyways, (heh that was fun), yesterday i had a life (yeah,so did the rest of the world, but since this is my blog, it's important). After the really hard PR exam i went out with priya, hajar and yi ying. and boy was it fun!
hahaha yah i know,they're like 3 girls, but i tell u,they're really guys! hahaha we were disturbing swensen's waitresses and all that (Hi miss,are the topless 5 really topless?*wink*)
btw,i said that
but they laughed.hard.
hahaha i couldn't help it!

fun fun fun, then we talked about lame pick up lines and stuff. and hajar's super chio aunt had ppl buying her ice cream last time or something. then we talked abt the acjc girls who tried to pick me up when i wore the acjc uniform...hahahaha oh man,those were good times! I still remember how worried i was when i lied abt the 'class' i was in.
"er...i'm in science"
*girl beams* "what class is that?"
"er....2.."
*me praying really hard that the girl isn't in the same class*
if she said she was,i would have said
"Well maybe if U came to class more often you would have noticed me!"
or
"You are the imposter! not me!"
hahaha madness

i really wanna do the whole hangout thing again,work has kept us apart! but no more!! no more!!

2004-10-12T18:31:00.000-07:00

MAN! i need to start studying for friggin PR!!! and only heather is online so this suspiciously looks like everyone is studying,either that or cos it's friggin 9.30 in the morning.BUt u know where i'm coming from. i wanna watch movie...but i also need to study,so well.

2004-10-12T17:52:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning with a serious pain in my head, the booze just gets to me... *points to dog* I'm not drunk!! u! u are drunk!

i'm not sure what to write/say actually,nothing makes sense anymore.never did.prolly never will.
look at the lyrics of the song! all together now! SOB SOB

Sure-By Debbie Gibson
VERSE 1:
Sure
I was so sure
Until I just
Didn't know any more.
Thought no storm would come
And when it came
I had to run
And I'll never be the same.....

VERSE 2:
Tears
They come and go
So often now
When I think of how hard we tried
It's no one's fault
Just like the tide
You never know until it hits you.

CHORUS:
I remember days now they're in the past
Bitter sweet days - they went so fast
Try to win them back - it's a losing fight
'Cause we're alone tonight.....

VERSE 3:
I swear
I hear you calling
Your voice seems clear
Unlike the situation,
Love.....
Love really hurts
The more you learn
The more you wished you had forgotten

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
You apologize for being you,
But never justify
The things you do.
What is it I'm asking for
I only want to be sure.....

VERSE 4:
So cry
Yourself back to sleep now.
It won't be over though. (pain)
The morning comes
Daylight turns into darkness
As you realize only in dreams
Do dreams come true.
I remember days....
'Cause we're alone tonight
You apologize for being you.
But never justify
The things you do.
What is it I'm asking for
I only want to be,
All I wanna be,
God all I ask of you is to be sure.....

VERSE 5:
.....'Cause I was so sure
Until I just didn't know any more.
Thought no storm would come
And when it came
I had to run
And I'll never be the same.....
Sure.....
'Cause I was so sure
Until I just didn't know any more

2004-10-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

i'm home!!

Today was pretty okay by anyones standard. I woke up pretty late, bummed around, chatted for a while on msn, and got an sms from simon saying he wanted to have lunch (yes u can see it on the tag board).
We had macdonalds and he was flirting with the counter auntie (wahahaha),dun deny it simon! u know u were! then he tried to prove to me that if he pressed the oil from each frie on the tissue it would soak the whole thing.which it did.and no,i didn't eat the fries,he did though,but thats just simon.
Then i headed off to sch to meet veronica leng,who told me abt my attachment (i'll be visiting pet clincs,pet shops,pet farms and pet events),which sounds pretty cool!
Then met the parentals and esther for thai dinner.

haha u guys must be wondering what happened to my hilarious posts??? sorry lah, no inspiration,someone do somehting stupid so i can make fun of!

2004-10-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty crazy. I woke up at 8.30 ate nasi lemak and chionged all the way for my news writing, got a *msg*, complained abt my work,and continued working.

I absolutely had nothing to write, all my notes were like all over the place and by some miracle i had to form a 600-800 word story.which i did.but probably won't work out...
Then i got a call from naz "where is your group report??"

damn

Rushed the friggin group report and sent it

later

"where is the web d proposal"

Damn!!

Rushed the friggin web D proposal
Finally finished all the work
came to school
waited for Hatta

While waiting for hatta i went to watch the loc vid stuff the year 1's had made.
nice.
better than ours thats for sure.

Walked around northpoint with hatta
2 ppl with alot of things on their minds walking aimlessly
went home
ate (not good.really.not.good)

i'll probably just bum the rest of the night away.

2004-10-09T06:36:00.000-07:00

There was once a little boy, whom no one could understand and no one could hear.
He was a happy little boy for most parts, but he always had a void inside that he could never fill.
Oh, those many nights he cried sad sad tears.
The world could not see,what he saw when he looked in the mirror.
just a sad child.
and one day,
his angel finally came,
finally.
Tears of loneliness would no longer fall.
Only tears of joy
many many tears. :)

2004-10-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.... doing web D work now..supposed to write an advice column for women...here is a short preview for you guys hungry for my genius. and no one better rip me off. :D

Dear Sugar Daddy,

I recently ran into a huge financial problem after I got into an accident and I had to turn to looking for a sugar daddy, however, I feel so cheap and exploited. Right now I’m in no state to look for a job as I am in a wheelchair and I’ll only get better after 6 months. What should I do?

Miss Independent

Dear Miss Independent,

Firstly, you feel exploited? What about your poor sugar daddy? How do you think he will feel when he knows you’re going to drop him after 6 months? And secondly, you should be happy he even wants you to be his toy bunny when you’re in a wheelchair. People in glasshouses shouldn’t throw stones, in your case; you shouldn’t throw chairs (heh.) My advice to you is to either get a real job, or stick with your sugar daddy and be happy. Who knows? He might just leave you a hefty sum when he kicks the bucket and you can gold plate your wheelchair. J

Dear Sugar Daddy,

My boyfriend’s ex girlfriend has been sending me threatening SMSes. She says that my boyfriend belongs to her. I’m at a lost of what to do, should I call the police? I haven’t told my boyfriend because I am afraid he will go confront her and they might get too passionate and he might dump me.

NotVeryBright.

Dear NotVeryBright,

You truly live up to your name. Since your boyfriend’s ex girlfriend is sending you threatening SMSes, why don’t you threaten her back? And you want to call the police? Do you think our nation’s crime fighters have nothing better to do than to investigate threatening SMSes when they could be rescuing poor little cats from trees? I really doubt your boyfriend will get turned on arguing to his ex (if he will, then you’re dating a very sick man and it’ll probably be good for you to start running away). In anycase, it sounds as though your boyfriend and his ex are meant for each other. Dump the loser and come date me, though if you’re not hot I’m not going to be very kind.

Dear Sugar Daddy,

I am 14-year-old student. I have a crush on guy A from my class, but A says he’s not ready for a relationship. And this guy B likes me, but he is A and C’s good friend. C is my ex boyfriend. A and C are neighbours. I wish that A will ask me to be his girlfriend, but I don’t want to wait so long, should I agree to be B’s girlfriend?

GirlD

Dear GirlD,

At 14 years old, A is unlikely to turn you down for a relationship. This means that he truly does not like you and wishes you would go away. However, do not feel bad because for some strange reason B seems to like you. Hold on to B, because getting into a relationship at 14, you two will probably break up in 3 weeks time. After seeing all of this, C will get so annoyed and jealous that he will want you back. And I would advice you to instead of worrying over these things, you should worry over the standard of your English. You might not pass your streaming. I’m just sharing the love yall.

2004-09-24T21:22:00.000-07:00

went back to school this week,it was pretty crazy and not fun at all,i felt like the whole place was shunning me, ppl would go "hey hi,how are u" but give me the "keep your distance look" cos i passed the chicken pox to shuling (which i might add that i feel bad abt but it's been 4 weeks so u ppl should really get over it.i'm not contagious)

i love cherlyn and claudia,only they didn't look at me weird and scrutinise my face and actually had some form of physical contact with me (okay,maybe not only them,some of my classmates were pretty nice so it's not fair to generalise,but some schmates/classmates...man u ppl suck).maybe i'm sensitive,or maybe u ppl are just fucking annoying.so i was putting up with it till yesterday,then i just snapped,for every bitch that commented on whatever,i just gave it all back to them,i try to be nice and considerate by wearing long sleeve,but since no one fucking appreciates it i just turned up in short sleeve and i hope u ppl lose your appetite.

heard alot of ppl had a field day discussing my pox and laughing abt it while i was away, and i actually missed u ppl,dumbasses.

what really got to me were ppl asking abt the length of my hair.give it up,hair grows and i didn't get to cut it in 5 weeks so u know,it's long,thats how it works,u dun see me commenting abt how freaking annorexic or overweight u ppl look. or how the amount of gel u use on your hair will probably leave u bald at 25.heh. so if it's not abt the hair,it's abt the clothes,not the clothes it's abt the spots,i dun owe it to u to answer your annoying questions, if u were concerned, fine i answer,but it seems to me some of u just wanna use this for gossip fodder. i dun wanna name names cos really,it wouldn't look good on my blog.

so just be glad for me that i'm back and fuck off
nothing good to say don't say

and as for some other issues that were brought up recently,i hope that ppl dun form impressions abt me without hearing my side of the story,she's a little double face witch.whatever,why do i even care,keep out of my way and i'll keep out of yours.

2004-09-13T11:27:00.000-07:00

So anyways,i'm at home typing while the rest of the world is in school or at work or doing something constructive,i really shouldn't whine but i got another week of mc and it's making me nervous. when i get back to school i'm gonna have so much shit to do...haha but i can always bank on dear Cher and Claudie...
But mostly this spotty experience has been pretty comfortable for me, everyone has tried to make it as comfy as possible for me...i don't really have any scars,but i got marks that will leave like in 3-6 months time (way to go!!) -_-" Ah well,thats life i guess.
Anyways church people have been wanting to visit,but i don't really like the idea,cos they're gonna want to pray together and ask me PR questions and i'll have to smile thru the whole thing and blah blah. it's kinda sad actually how you can't really be yourself in church,oh maybe it's just me. if anything the absence from church has refreshed me in a way..after a while it's just routine,and you really don't know why you even bother.

Jaded

It's times like these i miss SAS...all the crappy fun w/o the consequence. But still,once you leave school,they're only so few people who actually keep in contact with you. Khoon Han and Jun Hou have, and Jameson who i thought no longer existed sent me an SMS out of the blue that day which gave me some comfort knowing that people still remembered and cared enough to let me know they did. Some people i thought we would be friends forever just kinda drifted away...i guess the poly people have kinda stuck together but maybe in JC life is too busy or something. But i have this theory that people in JC"s are more 'together' as opposed to people in Poly's. Maybe it's the uniform.heh.

I know i used to whine about mass comm,but it's been a really enriching experience,i mean,u grow up faster,and u really pick the right friends. Even though i can't say i'm seriously close to my mass commy frens, in some way it's very comfortable around them,cos i guess we're all kinda alike. Not quite the same as say SA or Church where u get cautious and nervous around some people.

arggggg i can't believe i have to do Web D journal,this absolutely sucks.
Last month when i met up with all my old classmates it was pretty interesting to meet some of them again,some haven't changed (note: ying hsu,joel and thad) haha but most did.The food was awful though (it's seoul garden...which i violently objected to but to no avail) bleah~ i'm just looking for things to write......................

2004-09-07T21:09:00.000-07:00

hi everyone,i'm bored.at home.spotty.

2004-08-30T02:42:00.000-07:00

once again the most happening thing on this stupid blog is the tag board.and yes.my.friends.are.retards. special thanks to clarine and simon. wahahahahhahahahaha.
gonna do some web design now.... :(
and man,the song is getting irritating,time to change a new one (when i feel like it,and no one is supposed to agree that it's getting irritating)

2004-08-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

THERE IS MUSIC!!!!!!

this song rocks,sing along now boys and girls

2004-08-13T13:30:00.000-07:00

You people suck..yeah you,looking at the screen (what,u had time to read my blog but you had not time to watch catwoman with me??)
ok,i'm just gonna have to go through the list of names of people who rejected me (ouch) just so u get humiliated publicly (as public as this blog is) and i get entertained cos i'm forced to update my blog because of boredom.

1)Miss Samantha- "Sorry,i'm going for steamboat" (ok,dun even get me started on the ills of semi boiled food)

2)Mr Hatta- "No, and got alot of things to do at school" (fine fair enough,but when u get into trouble,halle berry is gonna remember you didn't catch her show and she's not gonna help u. enuf said)

3)Mr Simon- "Her boobs are sagging...i robot?" (Simon,robots don't have boobs.And so much for never ending friendship,i shared my twisties with you in sec 1 man!)

4)Miss Cheng Yee- "Dun want la..i robot?" (One day i shall introduce you to Simon -_-")

5)Mr Khoon Han- "Got an talk in school today" (you don't even know i have a blog,so i'm not gonna bother.ne ne ne ne)

6)Miss Cherlyn- "Gotta help my fren for her project" (hmm...ok,i always had a soft spot for you,plus you did my blog and know my password and could destroy me.so i still love u baby)

7)Miss Shidah- "I wish i could,but i'm not free today,sorry dude" ( ok,you were nice abt it, so ok, but the Cat is watching you.Meow)

8)Miss Claudia and Sabrina- "EEE no!" (i watched mean girls with u claudia!! thats almost as bad as catwoman!)

9)Mr Hong Xiang- "Can't la,got recording" (he's the only one that i know would have said yes cos he watches anything,it's just damn TV studio recording fault.)

1o)Miss Jocelyn-"I dun wanna watch" (bear in mind that i didn't ask her,she just decided to tell me. -_-")

11)Mr Jun Hou- "Finish class quite late today" (ok,can't do anything about it,but when u go home late at night from school,catwoman is gonna be keeping the streets safe for you man,just bear that in mind as you reach home safely.)

12)Mr Jimmy- "Yeah sure,but can u pay,cos i'm broke" (this is coming from the guy who gave away his 7600 cos it "looked weird" )

13)Miss Li Ling- "I have alot of school work and my prelims are like,soon.Hey going clubbing tonight,you wanna come?" (may i slap you please.)

well....that was long,ok i've ranted enough,feeling better,i should go watch TV now,heard Oprah is giving away free gifs today

2004-05-24T18:46:00.002-07:00

Finally decided to update my blog cos u people keep annoying me with your incessant cravings for updates on my life. hey,almost everything u read here is crap, but heck, you're a bunch of crappy people.

This is the only place in the world where you can insult people and they can't do anything cos i dun have a tag board..na na na!!

ok, the na na na bit was a bit weird...nvm..

so i've been working for my sister these hols, and it has been kinda fun, some of the kids really make u vomit blood, but they have their redeeming qualities.
One kid, Clarence, is the funniest kid ever, hahaa, my sister was addressing the kids and told them "If you dun bathe cleanly, people will say you are smelly behind your back"
*Clarence raises hand*
"If people stand behind you, how they smell you?"

(All of this was done is pure innocence,he's super super blur)

ok lah,disturb u guys some other time,sian liao

byebye

2004-05-24T18:46:00.001-07:00

i have a bone to pick with the un-good ppl at AMERICAN IDOL.

They didn't show us the full version...they cut off telecast halfway,at the part where Fantasia removes her mask and shows the world she's actually season 2's CARMEN RASMUSEN. and her family are all robots that i created for her. they also cut out the part where carmen delcares her un dying love for me and i rush to Hollywood so we can make out on the stage (what? u ppl get your kicks from reading abt my life,and i'm sick???.

I mean,Carmen and Fantasia sound the same what,ok there may be SLIGHT differences,but one point to bring up is that they're both nasal,isn't that good enough for u??

Anways,i was trying to convince Hatta that they cut away the parts i mentioned earlier,and he told me "enough lah" i said "just cos u ignore the truth doesn't mean it's not there". this also goes out to all u other happily ignorant ppl.

Actually i was wondering what carmen would perform if she was herself on stage,and i figured,she'll look really good twirling batons in a little mini dress singing Viva La Radio with one of those mikes britney uses (but my Carmen can sing live). :D

well,gtg for now,dwell on my words of wisdom,and enough with the hate mail :D

2004-05-24T18:46:00.000-07:00

ok,due to popular demand (aka Hatta),i've decided to update my blog for all u ppl who have nothing better to do than view other people's blogs...heh...

lets talk abt the old boys games, which went well, got to play softball and met the arch nenemises (not sure if the word is correct,but whatever)...haha brought back some old memories. of course there was captain's ball too,but that game has been stupid for a few centuries and will remain stupid forevermore. Elbowed Jimmy's face by accident ( "It's always a f***ing accident isn't it??"---Deranged Jimmy) i wouldn't have elbowed him if he just stuck to his side of the court,like it's my fault that he's geographically challenged. Hahaha, saw Tong Wei flip over his hurdles,looked painful,but i laughed anyway, i didn't actually find it funny but simon reminded me was an ass tong wei was,so i figured i might as well be in character and laugh. :D

BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ok talk next time la

2004-04-16T20:30:00.004-07:00

ok,this is my last try,if i update my blog one more time,and the freaking thing goes to the bottom again,i GIVE UP, blooging isn't for me,it's too technical (wat? not all of us can work computers mah...seen me in web graph before? nuff' said).
was supposed to go out with one of my SAS seniors yesterday, stupid samuel huang, ask me to meet him at 8,got american idol k, like i would meet up with someone i haven't seen for 5 years when i can wactch American idol.heh.

went to help my sis out at her workplace yesterday,she works with kids. it was pretty tiring,answering inane questions,and some kids have the 'smack-me' face, not my fault what. but most quite cute lah, gong gong de, i looked at them and wondered what they'd be like when they get to our age,ah well.....

been trying to meet up with khoon han,but no time lah,alot of clashing schedules,yesterday he came to Yishun then i said i was in woodlands,hahaha he seemed quite pek cek, reminds me of the time i made simon wait for 2 hours! i forgot lah, until today he still bugs me about this.

saw Xiao Wei that day,it was weird, she looks kinda different,like downgraded or maybe it's the specs,not used to seeing her in specs, she quit JC,going to SP this coming sem.

ok done for now!

2004-04-16T20:30:00.003-07:00

i promised people i would update my blog,but u ppl dun see the problem,everytime i update,the new blog goes below the old ones,so actually i update many times liao!!!!!so sickening right? bleah~

school has finally ended,quite happy lah,can slack now.

watched survivor yesterday,excellent move on shi ann's part,very impressive

2004-04-16T20:30:00.002-07:00

i'm at home waiting for cherlyn to come over so we can practise the healthy snack making thing,i think it's gonna be fun. i keep having these visuals of people coming up to us telling us how much they enjoyed muching on our healthy snacks and how we probably did the best in the whole class.

My competitive nature is coming up!

Haha,yesterday i asked Mr Kam how the loc vid tests went,and he shrugged his shoulders,being the mugger/academic freako that i am,i knew i did really well,so i tested the waters "did i pass...?" *nod* "did i do well....?" *nod* "did i do really well...??" *nod*

dunno about the speech com test though....dun think she'll aprecciate drool on her paper...but not my fault what,saliva flows... :(

yay,today got american idol and the bane of my exsistence JPL is gone,finally, it's about time, i actually quite like everyone who's left so....no wait! wait! Jennifer Hudson,it's time for u to exit the stage. i have nothing against her, but fantasia has a classy twang in her voice and latoya is loud...jennifer is just...somewhere,dunno where,but not somewhere that anyone can identify.

ok,i decided that since this the Official's Himbo's diary/journal/piece of shit for every entry i make,i shall state my himbotic moment of the day,i have so many a day,i might as well keep ppl entertained.

Himbotic moment of the day: I was sitting with cheng yee and hong xiang,and i was commenting to cheng yee about how i was smelling KFC"s original chicken (cos i really was convinced i was smelling it) i look down...and hong xiang had removed his socks... :(

2004-04-16T20:30:00.001-07:00

Ok,just got all the recipes thing done for speech comm final speech,quite worrying actually cos i just realised that it could be harder than i thought, ah well,no choice i guess, gotta stick with it.

So anyways,i was talking to Jimmy and just telling him about how annoyed i felt just a few days ago and he just shot me his usual "typical-marcus" look. hahaha i hate u man. He says i frown too much, but it's my eye sight lah,i'm actually specky, but i can't find time to make new specs so it seems i'm always frowning when i'm actually struggling to see.

So anyways,Jimmy,being the voice of reason told me it was good i knew what i was standing up for,but he said it seemed like i was setting myself up against everyone else, he warned me this could repeat the history of the 2001 battle with the simon people. which i won,but thats not the point. actually,i dun even know why i bothered standing up for Mr J....hahaha,Mr J got kicked out of school recently and now he won't even answer my calls,whatever la.

So simon called me up recently and asked me how mass comm was going and i was like "not that good bu...." before i could continue, he shouted "I TOLD U"
hahaha,Simon is the best isn't he...? -_-"

ok,back to jimmy and his advice, he said that helping that particular girl wasn't my responsibilty and i should just continue and PR with everyone else, good idea, but still, it's just one week left, i might as well finish what i started. "thats your problem Marcus, you never know when to back down" "Jimmy,at least i stand up" "yah,and u get into tonnes of shit". but seriously i wasn't upset with anyone, i just felt bad for someone, but u can't please anyone. no regrets.

2004-04-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

hiya...was reading some of my friends blogs and i realised i'm not the only one with problems, feel kinda bad for unloading all the baggage on people (special mention goes to Cherlyn, Hajar, Matthias).

But i dunno, i guess i had had a sudden burst of emotions cos i felt really dissapointed with myself. i feel like i could have helped MIss S by standing up for her, but i chose to just take a backseat and be quiet about it, i admit,i dun think she's the best person to have around,but surely no one deserves to be treated the way she is.

i mean,ppl can argue and say that they get treated badly by HER. but my point is this, u guys have a huge group and she's just one person, if u keep picking on her for every little small thing than i feel u guys are no better than her. of course,let he who has not sinned cast the first stone.

ONe week left to school, surely we can try to make the effort and at least try to make the last week peaceful for her,let her have something good to remember the class by? maybe i'm just soft, but to have Mr B say that Miss S cried to get my sympathy,thats just low man, MR B is a pretty low guy,but this is his ultimate low. When she cried i could tell it was real,she was really hurting, i would hurt too if i couldn't get acceptance from my class....yes,granted that she probably doesn't have alot of tack, but sitting around and gossiping about her, we aren't much better. I apologised to her, and on monday,i'm gonna apologise to Miss CN. I feel quite mixed up abt this issue, cos sometimes i think she's the best,and sometimes i wish she would just go away,but like i said,one more week to sch,i dun wanna leave issues unturned that i know i'll never be able to fix.

But with Mr B,i find it hard to say anything. i always feel like everything i do,he has something to say,i could say tonnes abt him,but i don't. so why won't he just go fly a kite? He apologised for being irritating, but that doesn't mean i have to put up with it,i dun owe it to him to have to tolerate his annoying behaviour. dunno,or maybe it's his loyal womenfolk followers who annoy me,when they all get together,the experience is very hard to stomach for me, individually they are all very nice ppl, with the exception of 2 of them, but when they get together,it's quite worrying. even for myself,i mean,who knows what they're discussing or imitating when you're away?

isn't it scary? a class reshuffling is a good thing...i could do with a breath of well needed fresh air. hopefully the whole drama thing in class will work out for the better....

2004-04-13T01:45:00.000-07:00

arggggggggg i hate stupid bauhaus projects!!!

ok,just yesterday i wore my yellow board shorts to sch and Ben said they looked gay...i wouldn't talk if i were him,hairless legs aren't exactly manly u know,i would say alot more,but it's just not me :P

so right now i gotta go do bauhaus shit.....argg,i hate rushing abt....

my link on hong xiang's page says "Himbo's Diary" i would like to correct him,it's the Official Himbo's diary, himbos are everywhere,but only one can be the official one,all you other posuers drop those blur looks and start showing everyone how smart u are,it's not fair to compete with me to be both goodlooking and cute too. :D

2004-03-30T01:40:00.001-08:00

YAY!!!!!! i finished speech comm outline thing...finally. now for the actual speech tommorow,i'm so worried i'll forget everything and become a bumbling fool....but i doubt it lah....cos i got some power point stuff mah,i'll just glance once in a while to make sure i'm on track....i'm talking about Nike's inhumane labour practices in Vietnam, do u know the kind of torture their workers are subjected to??? i decided to boycott Nike (but i'm still gonna use the blue bag....eh..buy liao leh..throw away so wasted...plus it's esthers.... ADIDAS FOREVER)

anyways..tonight got American Idol. i hope that annoying JPL screws up (in my opinion he screws up every week anyway...). i think he's so fake,i dun buy his crap. he claimed "i never thought i'd be doing anything on stage or in front of the camera!"....stupid fako..he majored in Musical theatre...yah...we all know they end up behind the desk typing 9-5.....

another guy i hope goes is that annoyingly ebullient 40-year-old George huff....i hate the way he blinks!! stop acting cute man!! he's so ebullient i'm gonna barf up my spleen....

hopefully tonight will be something good like Disco night,i tell u,if they give me some "Power Ballad Night" crap, i will just die of hypertension...

I think ryan seacrest is really annoying....he's such a glamour whore it's disgusting, he's got the fixated smile...that just smiles...and smiles..and smiles...SHUT UP RYAN.

thank goodness last week fat-boy Matt rodgers got voted off....he's supposedly the 'metrosexual' of the competition...he claims he doesn't know what a metrosexual is....what about closet case? does he know what that is??
he and ryan were always hugging.....sickos

hiya..i go shower and watch TV liao..see you tommorow

2004-03-30T01:40:00.000-08:00

HAD A REALLY BAD DAY. Firstly,bad hair day (fine,i know my hair is bad,but worse than other days ok?)....second,my stupid sandal strap broke....nvm...forgot to zip my fly NVM....friend pung seh me for lunch NVM.

Can u tell i'm pissed???can u???

So i'm supposed to submit bulletin to esther even though we live in the same house.....NVM

siannnnnnnnn....gotta plan the stupid speech for thurs...STRESS

2004-03-28T21:48:00.002-08:00

AMERICAN IDOL DAY!!!!!!!!!

hurray!!!!

i wonder who (john stevens) will screw up (john stevens) and get voted off (john stevens).....hmmmm.....

i mean,i have nothing against the guy,i welcome his monotonous droning,it's refreshing to listen to with comparison to the power ballad monsters from hell. but honestly,could he look any more bored with HIMSELF?
i mean,at least look like u wanna be on the frickin show.....

i ate curry yong tau foo today....fantastic....

2004-03-28T21:48:00.001-08:00

finally got a chance to blog....
i watched eye for a guy yesterday...and can i just say this, this is the ultimate in bad television, the only reason you should catch the show is to mock the contestants,and trust me,they WILL screw up,there is no way they won't, hence the mocking.

it's just so sad to see a bunch of CMI guys fighting over a CMI girl who's only redeeming quality in my opinion is that she speaks normally,but thats abt it.honestly.

anyways,school has been stressing me out....too many things to do lah,dunno where to start...see ya later

2004-03-28T21:48:00.000-08:00

sorry people,i know haven't updated this blog in a seriously long time..........couldn't be bothered to... (like i'd write my personal thoughts so u sickos out there can feed off them)....I"M SO BORED. i thought it'd be seriously cool and fun to ponteng sch today...but i was WRONG. it sucks. and now i'm stuck at home trying to do annoying medisoc notes. i wonder what my friends are doing now....it's 1.50 pm,so they should be sitting outside the lecture theater waiting for loc vid lecture....i pray for them that it's Kam, hey,i shouldn't be the only one suffering....i bet Ben is offering perverted sex trivia to everyone....bleah~

anyways,i read joel's blog today....i would say i was entertained....but i won't. i dun even know what he's talking abt! anyways,chatting with joel yesterday made me remember some SAS stuff..good (like when they passed chem yeo's shoe to the back!) and bad (anyone remember that moron with the face of utter stupidity Kalvin Christian???) It's moments like these that i think about Mass Comm. In some ways,it's been a blessing to me (equally bitchy friends, everyone speaks well...people who dress weird so everyone else can laugh at them). I mean, what would i do without Hajar's infectious laughter, or rebel kid claudia.....and nice,sweet cheng yee. of course we have some uber-bitches in class,the kind that could shred u into tiny little bits, but usually i just show them a blank face (dogs can't recognise facial expressions mah....)

actually,if i think about it, i would say that the mass comm experience so far may be alot harder than SAS ever was, but there's just something so competitive about the enviroment i simply can't resist. IN SAS everyone kinda looked out for the other perosn, but in mass comm, everyone lies in wait for their next 'prey'. it's so "man vs nature". I LOVE IT.

Anyways,i saw some links on JOel's blog so i clicked on Zi Yuan's blog, he's still pasty looking .....so...white.... get a tan man.....
Man,that was so bitchy and uncalled for. See,told u i'm a mass commer,even if i try not to bitch,i still will.

Just that day Hatta and i were on the bus discussing Power rangers (dun ask.really.) So anyways, we were discussing the Green ranger (that sad SOB Tommy) and we were bitching abt his dumb-ass hair. to which hatta replied "wah,we can even bitch about power rangers!"

Which got me thinking....no,not about the bitching bit. but about how dumb ass Tommy really is. i mean what sort of a name is Tommy anyway?? so no-class.

wow...i can really type....

so anyways,i was supposed to go to the library today with cheng yee,but she thinks doing medisoc and speech stuff today is a better idea,good idea,i think so too,except i wish she msged me earlier!!??!! are u reading this cheng yee??? are ya???!!

the lecturers in mass comm are pretty ok i guess....except i wish Kam would drone less....quite monotone.... but thats just the way he is i guess.

anyway,they say there's gonna be a 4S1 chalet in june!!! i told khoon han to stop feeding me that crap.i dun buy his "we're gonna have a chalet soon!" crap. he promised that 1 1/2 frickin years ago. i offered to organise it for him, but Mr-I'm-So-Responsible-Not can't handle the fact that someone else might actually be able to make 2 calls (one for the food,and the other for the chalet). WOW.WHAT WOULD 4S1 do without him???!!??

BORED.
SEE YA SOON

2004-02-19T20:19:00.000-08:00

Ok,i visited playmash.com It's pretty fun lah,like u type people's names then they see who u will marry,how many kids,blah blah blah. of course none of this will come true,but we deserve to dream....especially since we're sitting through this boring (i'm trying to leave the word frickin out...opps) lesson.. hehe :D

alisa didn't come to school today cos she's sick
heh
well,gtg
byebye

2004-02-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

OK,now that i tried it out,it's just as pointless and stupid like everyone says!!! SCORE!!!

Sigh...i got alot of things on my mind now...like assignments..assignments...claudia is sitting beside me and she doesn't care abt the lesson either (she taught me how to blog!!!) Hajar can be heard talking about shag/shack (dunno what lah) and yi ying is just...er....being 'herself'. GEEEEEEE SO MEANNNN hahahaha. whatever lah,i'm bored and annoyed,i have a right to be mean :D

ooooooo,claudia says visit playmash.com i gonna try! see ya later!

2004-02-19T19:58:00.000-08:00

Hiya....sitting in Mr Choy's class...typing away,it's not that i dun wanna listen..wait,i don't.

So much for a first entry huh? it'll get better,once i OPEN my eyes and actually pay attention. :D

ok,lets try this baby out...